My love is going away..

Today my husband is packing for his training. His flight will leave at 0600 tomorrow morning. I'm already feeling lonesome! This will be our longest time spent apart from each other. He'll be in training for two months and during that time I won't be able to see him at all. Of course, I realize many Army wives have dealt with a deployment and survived. This just isn't something I'm accustom to. When we met we were both military, I'd go where he'd go. Now he's going somewhere and I can't go with him. It makes me want to reenlist so I don't have to be away from him again.

My dad says I'm being overly obsessive. Maybe I am, but shouldn't people be in love so much that they never want to be apart? We've been married for two years and I love him now the same as I did then. Well, with a few twists, turns, and bumps along the way. It's incredible how love does make you partially blind. Now that I know he's going to be gone for a while there's not a single bad thing I could even fathom he'd ever done during our marriage. However, if you go back a month I probably cursed him every chance I got! Amazing how the idea of distance makes your heart grow so fond.